{"id":247,"date":"2021-12-22T13:45:41","date_gmt":"2021-12-22T13:45:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/?p=247"},"modified":"2021-12-22T15:54:03","modified_gmt":"2021-12-22T15:54:03","slug":"transformation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/?p=247","title":{"rendered":"Transformation"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>by Ilja<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It could have been another ordinary morning<br>like all the other mornings of all these ordinary days,<br>but this morning was not like all these other mornings<br>because of its shape or more precisely my own shape<br>or more precisely the form of my body which was<br>quite deformed that morning in comparison with<br>all the other mornings because I found myself in<br>another body which was not the very same body<br>I used to wake up in on all these very same mornings but<br>I wasn\u2019t surprised about my transformation&nbsp;\u2013&nbsp;what surprised me, but okay;<br>who says that evolution knows only one direction, and<br>instead of waking up, opening my eyes and seeing<br>my ordinary body with some hairs and some black ink under my skin<br>wearing boxershorts and feeling quite comfortable under the sheets,<br>I was covered with hair and instead of having ordinary hands<br>I had big hands with long fingers on the extremes of my arms,<br>which were not my ordinary arms I used to have,<br>but strong arms and long arms I could climb on trees with quite easily<br>which is what apes do on ordinary days but not I,<br>I live in what we call a civilised society which would not approve my new way of being, <br>and ignore that I\u2019m still the very same person I have always been<br>on every ordinary day in my life,<br>just a bit deformed or different or changed but not altered<br>because I keep and I will always keep my true identity which is<br>integrated in my body which has been just a bit modified, that\u2019s all,<br>but for my friends, my family and all the other people out there,<br>\u2013&nbsp;like scientists who display behavioural disorders and I should avoid because<br>they would want to do experiments with me and on me<br>which would say a lot more about their own mental state than about mine&nbsp;\u2013<br>I\u2019m not a human anymore for them<br>just because of my long, hairy arms and my short, hairy legs and<br>my big, hairy feet that seem to me to be much more like hands and not feet,<br>but extremely useful if I had to climb on trees in an efficient and safe way,<br>which I\u2019m somehow extremely motivated to do right now but unfortunately,<br>there are not many trees in civilisation,<br>just high buildings and low expectations of what the future could or would bring,<br>but they would have never expected to see a man-ape living an ordinary life<br>in extraordinary times like all the other beings of this society do<br>without understanding that it is not the form of somebody\u2019s body which<br>defines the person, but what\u2019s inside of that body going on, or more precisely<br>the consciousness that person has is what defines a human being<br>which is not dependent on having a certain appearance to fit in and<br>to count as equal among all the other ordinary beings who see themselves as<br>equal members of a civilised, well organised society that fears<br>the chaos I could bring them unintentionally just with my new, hairy body<br>which still works perfectly for what I usually do on my ordinary every-day life,<br>like reading books or writing poems or drinking coffee or playing games on my laptop<br>or working in summer on construction sides, painting walls for ordinary human beings whose <br>capability of accepting me as a man-ape doing this most human work I doubt<br>which I find ridiculous because I can walk and climb and speak and think even better than<br>all these ordinary, hairless people who would not tolerate me just living my life among them <br>because I\u2019m too hairy since this morning but perhaps I will re-transform some night<br>and wake up and open my eyes and see my ordinary, naked body<br>without all these hairs I started to like because I felt warm and cosy inside of<br>that body I first tolerated and then ended up appreciating because<br>there are strange things we usually do not accept but<br>if we gave them a chance we would end up liking it and seeing the advantages in it<br>instead of problems which are not even there in the first place<br>but only appear in the moment we imagine them;<br>Imagine living as a hairy man-ape with long arms and big hands<br>in a civilised society that would not tolerate me just because<br>I do not fit in what they call ordinary.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It could have been another ordinary morning<br \/>\nlike all the other mornings of all these ordinary days,<br \/>\nbut this morning was not like all these other mornings<br \/>\nbecause of its shape or more precisely my own shape<br \/>\nor more precisely the form of my body which was<br \/>\nquite deformed that morning in comparison with<br \/>\nall the other mornings because I found myself in<br \/>\nanother body which was not the very same 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