{"id":29,"date":"2020-12-02T11:02:11","date_gmt":"2020-12-02T11:02:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/?p=29"},"modified":"2020-12-10T08:05:24","modified_gmt":"2020-12-10T08:05:24","slug":"life-reversed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/?p=29","title":{"rendered":"Life Reversed"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">by Emily von Stetten<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Admiring a lovely little autumn<br>bird flying upon the young ultrasounds, she<br>chose\u2012 as always \u2012 to see the positive light over this<br>dawning novelty, knowing it was right, still<br>Ella tries to breathe away her foggy thoughts of<br>fear and joy, which come and<br>go with the rhythm of the waves provoked by the<br>heated, swollen lake foreshadowing the<br>initial \u2012 for sure not last\u2012 pain, when suddenly:<br>Jiggle &#8230; Jerk &#8230; Jiggle &#8230; Jerk &#8230;<br>knocking on the cold ground her<br>limbs mould the greyish shades of the stones,<br>meanwhile mummy\u2019s voice whispered: \u201cElla, look, there, a lovely little<br>nightingale, wake up, you will miss it\u201d but<br>on the cold ground her head turned round and round, triggering a<br>panic reversing her stomach upside-down:<br>quick a bench where she can faintly<br>rest, letting the palpitating memory<br>slow down in the knocking chest, while<br>tenderly putting her hands on the fading belly<br>underneath the red injured coat, she grasped the<br>vanishing life and though her weakness she<br>wonders if the union of<br>X and whys would have changed the<br>yellowness of her soul, but there she left the<br>zest, the open cage remains hollow<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<em>until somewhere else, the seasons reversed<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zoey (the Greek Jewish translation of Eve)<br>yawned on her hospital bed, while her body was<br>X-rayed, again, in order to check the<br>wanderlust of her blooming cancer (stage IV):<br>visible was only the soft skin of her deserted cranium<br>underlining her intense sea-sight,<br>that veiled the weakness of her body and revealed the<br>sturdiness of her spirit, which<br>rarely embraced moments of complaint,<br>quite rarely, even if she knew she would<br>probably die of this miscarriage \u2012as she called it\u2012 so<br>only her job at the <em>Women\u2019s Health Center<br><\/em>nursing broken souls would help her to<br>manage these muddy therapies, those she mulled over<br>later this day while strolling down the well<br>known lakeside, listening to the<br>joyful psalms of nightingales \u2012 her favourite \u2012 when suddenly, she stopped<br>instinctively concerned by the folded shape of young woman, whom she found<br>helpless and in a disastrous state, and<br>guessing the urgency, she took her<br>faithfully to the acquainted hospital, where<br>Ella\u2019s life could be saved and where Zoey\u2019s deepest<br>desire was enliven: she promised herself as long as she could, she would<br>care for the unfortunate loss \u2012she could never experience\u2012, giving<br>birth to a sprouting friendship, that unconsciously started to heal their<br>autumnal conditions.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Admiring a lovely little autumn<br \/>\nbird flying upon the young ultrasounds, she<br \/>\nchose\u2012 as always \u2012 to see the positive light over this<br \/>\ndawning novelty, knowing it was right, still<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[4,3],"class_list":["post-29","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-4","tag-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":90,"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions\/90"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web1.unine.ch\/new\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}